Self Reflection

So, I realized I have to handwrite my finals. The exam software is not Vista capable. My other computer that was decomissioned that has XP is completely malfunctioning. I handwrote my exam. It wasn't too bad because I realized that handwriting exams forces you to think and organize your thoughts coherently before spitting out verbal diarrhea.

I came out of the exam 20 minutes earlier - I knew I missed a few issues, but being in the exam room wouldn't have shed any light on how to resolve these issues. I left thinking I did pretty well, at least a hope at an A-. I wait for friend to come out.

After discussing the exam with friend, I realized how he tore apart the exam. This cunt literally was like Stevens and Scalia into a combination of one resolving all fucking issues. I was like awesome, thanks for fucking up the curve you twat.

I'm inherently competitive by nature. I hate losing. That being said, I realized today that some people are just more SMARTER than me. I was fucking pissed. I even punched the locker. I was furious. To be honest with you, I'm Asian and I take GREAT pride that I'm nerdy - it's in our blood. And I just got Admin Law PWN3D by a peer of mine who studied the same as I did - he just was smarter. I lost in academics.

Imagine if you were a 6'7'' basketball player (and black), and a 5'7'' asian guy schools you in a game of 21. In the perspective of the black player, how would you feel? HIGHLY depressed? Yes. That's how I feel. NOTE: YES, IT WAS A BLACK GUY THAT OWNED ME.

I know this is immature. I realize that. But I want to know that I'm better in SOMETHING than other people. I have too much pride. It's fucking retarded. God this is fucking depressing. Time to go start studying for Corporations...

Edit: I don't even fucking know if A- is a feasibility.