gbye blogger.
those that read this blog will find out somehow my new url.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Restrictions on 1st Amendment
Dear Loyal Blogging Readers/Subscribers of Asian:
I learned what it feels like to not be able to look at blogging websites. It really does suck – stupid communist countries. I thought I wouldn’t post but I’m really bored (note: I’m writing this post on a Word document so I can go publish it once I get to free speech territory – Korea).
Anyways, my vacation has been actually worse than I had imagined. Don’t get me wrong – Thailand was unbelievable: who would’ve thought I would actually dive into a 50 feet waterfall? Phuket/Ko Phi Phi is better than advertised.
The real reason why I’m down – I think I’m slowly learning that I’m not as anti-social and introspective as I had once thought I was. I thought I’d love being alone – to be honest, I was actually lonely the past few days. If it wasn’t for Lucy that I could bother online, I would’ve been in boredom hell. I always tell people – there’s a reason that there’s 250 billion people in this world. It’s so that you don’t have to go through “life” all by yourself. I tell people that, yet I always thought that I’d be better off alone. I always thought that I could run away from my problems – but clearly, I can’t.
All in all, I think this vacation itself was needed for me. I realized that I don’t ever want to be alone. It’s funny because I put up this front of me being this macho douchebag, but I realize that this isn’t true (at least the macho part). I try to front like I’m the most down to earth guy that doesn’t give a shit, but in reality, I actually am probably the most paranoid person known to mankind. I try to act like I don’t care what others think of me as, but I’m the most insecure bastard I know of. All for one question: why the fuck am I so retarded?
My response is this: I’ve been raised like this since I was born. I don’t want to use a scapegoat. I really don’t. But I’ve been embedded throughout my entire life to serve my parents, to serve those that I care about. The idea of me doing what I want over the good of the family never crossed into my mind. If anything, that thought crossed my mind about 1.5 years ago when I vowed to myself that I would never let my parents have a say in who I will marry.
I also realized during this vacation that I’m a needy bastard. I realized that I love the few friends I have. I realized that there are certain things I can’t pack away in my life. I know this sounds really melodramatic, gay, faggoty and retarded – but my last night in Thailand (minus the time chatting with Lucy), I sat on the back porch and just started thinking about what events happened in my short-lived life that has brought me to my exact moment here. Right now.
I’m an adamant believer that everything happens for a reason, and I started looking at the shit that’s happened in the past, and I started dissecting it one by one. And it’s really funny because I could probably justify every shit that has happened to me for the better – even those that I would think was completely dicking me over (See, e.g., Me getting sent to Marines Boot Camp at the tender age of 15).
A few random thoughts:
* Grades came out. Good news is that I’m currently on pace to become a 3L. Bad news – not a single fucking “A” (granted, only 2 grades came out yet) so far to show for more “hard” work I put in this semester.
* Before I left, I spent 14 hours of my last 72 hours in the U.S. talking to Lucy. It’s been a while since I actually used my phone. It’s actually been a REALLY long time. Thank you Lucy for everything. But you already know this so I don’t need to go in-depth bout this now, do I? :]
* NBA Playoffs – Can’t get in touch with it because they don’t televise big black men groping each other in Asia unfortunately.
* May 23rd – AC Milan v. Liverpool. This is gonna be GOOOOOODDDD.
* My mom is trying to pretty me up when I go to Korea – this entails me getting shots injected into my face so I lose the fat in my cheeks + getting lasered up on my face to remove the shit pimples on my forehead. Apparently, weighing 156 at the height of 5’7’’ is considered obese as well in Asia. I now am trying to shoot to weigh no more than 150 by the end of this summer. Perhaps me being Asian itself is what drives me in becoming much of a self-insecure bastard itself. Fucking Asians.
Hope all you guys are enjoying your summer (besides those that graduated and are studying for the Bar). I promise this will be my last post until June 1st. I promise I promise - UNLESS I need to post something that I feel is necessary to share with this world.
With Regards,
ALS.
Edit: Boy does it feel to be back home in 2 years. I still have my bedroom (well minus all the photo albums and the golf clubs that are stuffed here).
I learned what it feels like to not be able to look at blogging websites. It really does suck – stupid communist countries. I thought I wouldn’t post but I’m really bored (note: I’m writing this post on a Word document so I can go publish it once I get to free speech territory – Korea).
Anyways, my vacation has been actually worse than I had imagined. Don’t get me wrong – Thailand was unbelievable: who would’ve thought I would actually dive into a 50 feet waterfall? Phuket/Ko Phi Phi is better than advertised.
The real reason why I’m down – I think I’m slowly learning that I’m not as anti-social and introspective as I had once thought I was. I thought I’d love being alone – to be honest, I was actually lonely the past few days. If it wasn’t for Lucy that I could bother online, I would’ve been in boredom hell. I always tell people – there’s a reason that there’s 250 billion people in this world. It’s so that you don’t have to go through “life” all by yourself. I tell people that, yet I always thought that I’d be better off alone. I always thought that I could run away from my problems – but clearly, I can’t.
All in all, I think this vacation itself was needed for me. I realized that I don’t ever want to be alone. It’s funny because I put up this front of me being this macho douchebag, but I realize that this isn’t true (at least the macho part). I try to front like I’m the most down to earth guy that doesn’t give a shit, but in reality, I actually am probably the most paranoid person known to mankind. I try to act like I don’t care what others think of me as, but I’m the most insecure bastard I know of. All for one question: why the fuck am I so retarded?
My response is this: I’ve been raised like this since I was born. I don’t want to use a scapegoat. I really don’t. But I’ve been embedded throughout my entire life to serve my parents, to serve those that I care about. The idea of me doing what I want over the good of the family never crossed into my mind. If anything, that thought crossed my mind about 1.5 years ago when I vowed to myself that I would never let my parents have a say in who I will marry.
I also realized during this vacation that I’m a needy bastard. I realized that I love the few friends I have. I realized that there are certain things I can’t pack away in my life. I know this sounds really melodramatic, gay, faggoty and retarded – but my last night in Thailand (minus the time chatting with Lucy), I sat on the back porch and just started thinking about what events happened in my short-lived life that has brought me to my exact moment here. Right now.
I’m an adamant believer that everything happens for a reason, and I started looking at the shit that’s happened in the past, and I started dissecting it one by one. And it’s really funny because I could probably justify every shit that has happened to me for the better – even those that I would think was completely dicking me over (See, e.g., Me getting sent to Marines Boot Camp at the tender age of 15).
A few random thoughts:
* Grades came out. Good news is that I’m currently on pace to become a 3L. Bad news – not a single fucking “A” (granted, only 2 grades came out yet) so far to show for more “hard” work I put in this semester.
* Before I left, I spent 14 hours of my last 72 hours in the U.S. talking to Lucy. It’s been a while since I actually used my phone. It’s actually been a REALLY long time. Thank you Lucy for everything. But you already know this so I don’t need to go in-depth bout this now, do I? :]
* NBA Playoffs – Can’t get in touch with it because they don’t televise big black men groping each other in Asia unfortunately.
* May 23rd – AC Milan v. Liverpool. This is gonna be GOOOOOODDDD.
* My mom is trying to pretty me up when I go to Korea – this entails me getting shots injected into my face so I lose the fat in my cheeks + getting lasered up on my face to remove the shit pimples on my forehead. Apparently, weighing 156 at the height of 5’7’’ is considered obese as well in Asia. I now am trying to shoot to weigh no more than 150 by the end of this summer. Perhaps me being Asian itself is what drives me in becoming much of a self-insecure bastard itself. Fucking Asians.
Hope all you guys are enjoying your summer (besides those that graduated and are studying for the Bar). I promise this will be my last post until June 1st. I promise I promise - UNLESS I need to post something that I feel is necessary to share with this world.
With Regards,
ALS.
Edit: Boy does it feel to be back home in 2 years. I still have my bedroom (well minus all the photo albums and the golf clubs that are stuffed here).
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Adios - Sayonara - Or in My Language....
P E A C E T H E F U C K O U T.
Goodbye US, hello A S I A ! :D
So long until June 1st.... and pray that I don't come back with an unknown STD.
Goodbye US, hello A S I A ! :D
So long until June 1st.... and pray that I don't come back with an unknown STD.
Oh, and as predicted, I got tremendously Lawrence v. Texas-ed in ConLaw today.
Update: I know I wouldn't post but I needed to post this. Ok, gbye folks!!
Lucifer (hereinafter "Lucy"): i just ate a gummy dick candy
Lucy: lol
Me: how was it
Lucy: it was yummy
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Need Wings?
*Scene: Studying in Journal Office for ConLaw tomorrow. Both of us are sleep deprived - him because of studying, me because I've been personally distrctacted [cough cough] for the past few days*
Friend: *staring at redbull. drinks the rest of the redbull. proceeds to throw it in garbage can. looks at me and sighs*.
Me: ??
Friend: I'm still not getting wings yet... *sighs once more*
Conclusion: To the contrary, I think studying intensively makes people inversely more retarded.
Friend: *staring at redbull. drinks the rest of the redbull. proceeds to throw it in garbage can. looks at me and sighs*.
Me: ??
Friend: I'm still not getting wings yet... *sighs once more*
Conclusion: To the contrary, I think studying intensively makes people inversely more retarded.
Monday, May 14, 2007
I didn't think I could ever be a Constitutional Liberalist.
Until.. I was doing a wrap up of today's studying by reading my professor's article on 1st Amendment Protection, and realized just how awesome this country is. I was astonished. And I felt dumb - I hate that feeling. Incredibly well written. I especially love the last sentences ending with Holmes' quote.
*****
The antimajority rhetoric is so central to the process of political mobilization that we cannot allow the Government - in an effort to protect the minority - to pass laws that would criminalize words of this kind, which often amount to "group defamation" of the dominant racial and gender groups...
If we are involved in public discussion of even the most hateful kind, the way to deal with it is by more speech. We must develop our analytical and debating skills and resist the impulse simply to squash speakers with whom we disagree by invoking the criminal law, a response that can only add to the stupidity of "inert public"...
Do we not gain by responding and exposing the lies behind each hateful speech? are we not indicating our impotence to deal with the words directly if we give up and rely on the criminal law to deal with prejudice?...
Perhaps I am naive in still believing in Holmes. Yet I am convinced that their words still express the ideal that our institutions should follow - let truth and falsehood grapple; who ever saw truth bested in a free and open encounter?'
*****
*****
The antimajority rhetoric is so central to the process of political mobilization that we cannot allow the Government - in an effort to protect the minority - to pass laws that would criminalize words of this kind, which often amount to "group defamation" of the dominant racial and gender groups...
If we are involved in public discussion of even the most hateful kind, the way to deal with it is by more speech. We must develop our analytical and debating skills and resist the impulse simply to squash speakers with whom we disagree by invoking the criminal law, a response that can only add to the stupidity of "inert public"...
Do we not gain by responding and exposing the lies behind each hateful speech? are we not indicating our impotence to deal with the words directly if we give up and rely on the criminal law to deal with prejudice?...
Perhaps I am naive in still believing in Holmes. Yet I am convinced that their words still express the ideal that our institutions should follow - let truth and falsehood grapple; who ever saw truth bested in a free and open encounter?'
*****
At Least I Know Something From Con Law
*in response to my msn personal message which says, "
Some people say the inkling to be a lawyer starts at conception and is really a genetic defect."*.
Note: if you didn't take ConLaw yet, this post will not be of any entertainment value to you.
Jew Friend (herein referred to as "Joo"): well i am certain that you have a genetic defect, although i am unsure if it is attributable towards your desire to be a lawyer
Me: the genetic defect = asian?
Joo: that's certainly a good guess
Me: but the genetic disaster = jew
Me: id rather be defected than disastrous
Joo: yes, but a defect is a disadvantage, disasters intimidate and control
Joo: while the former are given handicap spots and the like
Me: youre aware that disasters are the origin of catastrophic results
Me: i.e. you
Me: right?
Joo: although i agree with your general premise, not all disasters end with catastrophic results, see generally korematsu
Joo: that's my new name by the way
Joo: i've filed papers for a legal name change
Joo: hello, I'm Korematsu [Joo Last Name], nice to meet you
Me: HAHAHHA YOU FUCKER
Some people say the inkling to be a lawyer starts at conception and is really a genetic defect."*.
Note: if you didn't take ConLaw yet, this post will not be of any entertainment value to you.
Jew Friend (herein referred to as "Joo"): well i am certain that you have a genetic defect, although i am unsure if it is attributable towards your desire to be a lawyer
Me: the genetic defect = asian?
Joo: that's certainly a good guess
Me: but the genetic disaster = jew
Me: id rather be defected than disastrous
Joo: yes, but a defect is a disadvantage, disasters intimidate and control
Joo: while the former are given handicap spots and the like
Me: youre aware that disasters are the origin of catastrophic results
Me: i.e. you
Me: right?
Joo: although i agree with your general premise, not all disasters end with catastrophic results, see generally korematsu
Joo: that's my new name by the way
Joo: i've filed papers for a legal name change
Joo: hello, I'm Korematsu [Joo Last Name], nice to meet you
Me: HAHAHHA YOU FUCKER
Saturday, May 12, 2007
I Fucking Hate Con Law
What the BLOODY fuck is the difference between Substantive Due Process and Equal Protection? They both have the same standards of review (mere rationality, strict scrutiny).
Someone PLEASE explain.
Note: The U.S. Constitution is highly overrated. I want to burn it right now.
Someone PLEASE explain.
Note: The U.S. Constitution is highly overrated. I want to burn it right now.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Ying Yang
I have an older sister. She's four years older than me. Last night, we talked for 25 minutes - the longest I've talken to her since my freshmen year in undergrad when I was going through a breakdown.
My sister is uber religious. I honestly feel like Satan when I go visit her and Brother-in-Law in their holy sacred apartment. They are part of a non-denominational church organization that can fairly be criticized to be highly controversial. However, they are one of the most uber-nicest people I'd ever meet.
I'm not too close with my sister - I'm a lot more closer to my cousins then I am with my sister. I was kind of depressed because of that - I've always wanted the world's coolest sister. I've always wanted to tell my sister how retardedly drunk (and high) I got over the weekend. I've always wanted to tell her about how big this girl's breasts were that I saw the other day. I just wanted a "normal" sister. But I've come to terms - she's absolutely happy serving God. And if that's what makes her happy, it should make me happy. Brother-in-Law is an awesome guy as well - smart, down-to-earth, caring, selfless, and best of all, he's AWESOME in music. He was trying to show me how to play "Sweet Child of Mine" last time I visited them.
I don't tell much about my life to my sister - but I don't hide it at all. She's probably seen the drunken photos with "skanks" on my facebook. Well, to be honest - the reason why I don't have a wall to post on my facebook is because of her. Who knows what shit could be posted and the thought of my sister realizing I'm the next Lucifer kind of disturbs me.
For her birthday 2 years ago - I didn't know what to get her. I asked Brother-in-Law. He said to make her something special. So for the first time in my life, I actually put in some effort. I got a frame, and wrote a poem called 1/2 and 1/2. It's kind of corny but my sister and I had this thing for drinking Half and Half when we went to McD's (when I was like 5 and she was 9). The frame also had a picture of us when we were kids at the beach in Malaysia. I didn't realize it until I took a thorough tour of their apartment - but I kinda went "girly" when I saw that it was put right on top of her computer desk.
All in all, we're vastly different. But no matter what, I love my sister to death - I still remember crying to her when I was young because I forgot my lunch money and she would sit next to me in the cafeteria holding my hands. I remember when I fell down in a lake (in Malaysia) filled with water snakes, eels, and yes, crocodiles and alligators. This is the only memory I have of in Malaysia - her jumping off the boat to get me.
Anyways, THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS POST - my sister's having a baby soon. In a month. And I want to get an awesome baby gift. It's a guy, so PLEASEEEE... can someone give me some good suggestions?
My sister is uber religious. I honestly feel like Satan when I go visit her and Brother-in-Law in their holy sacred apartment. They are part of a non-denominational church organization that can fairly be criticized to be highly controversial. However, they are one of the most uber-nicest people I'd ever meet.
I'm not too close with my sister - I'm a lot more closer to my cousins then I am with my sister. I was kind of depressed because of that - I've always wanted the world's coolest sister. I've always wanted to tell my sister how retardedly drunk (and high) I got over the weekend. I've always wanted to tell her about how big this girl's breasts were that I saw the other day. I just wanted a "normal" sister. But I've come to terms - she's absolutely happy serving God. And if that's what makes her happy, it should make me happy. Brother-in-Law is an awesome guy as well - smart, down-to-earth, caring, selfless, and best of all, he's AWESOME in music. He was trying to show me how to play "Sweet Child of Mine" last time I visited them.
I don't tell much about my life to my sister - but I don't hide it at all. She's probably seen the drunken photos with "skanks" on my facebook. Well, to be honest - the reason why I don't have a wall to post on my facebook is because of her. Who knows what shit could be posted and the thought of my sister realizing I'm the next Lucifer kind of disturbs me.
For her birthday 2 years ago - I didn't know what to get her. I asked Brother-in-Law. He said to make her something special. So for the first time in my life, I actually put in some effort. I got a frame, and wrote a poem called 1/2 and 1/2. It's kind of corny but my sister and I had this thing for drinking Half and Half when we went to McD's (when I was like 5 and she was 9). The frame also had a picture of us when we were kids at the beach in Malaysia. I didn't realize it until I took a thorough tour of their apartment - but I kinda went "girly" when I saw that it was put right on top of her computer desk.
All in all, we're vastly different. But no matter what, I love my sister to death - I still remember crying to her when I was young because I forgot my lunch money and she would sit next to me in the cafeteria holding my hands. I remember when I fell down in a lake (in Malaysia) filled with water snakes, eels, and yes, crocodiles and alligators. This is the only memory I have of in Malaysia - her jumping off the boat to get me.
Anyways, THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS POST - my sister's having a baby soon. In a month. And I want to get an awesome baby gift. It's a guy, so PLEASEEEE... can someone give me some good suggestions?
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Pistons 3: Bulls 0
Me: hi silly
Me: :D
Silly: hi ....
Silly: m
Silly: a
Silly: s
Me: keep going
Silly: t
Silly: e
Silly: r
God this feels good. I can definitely get used to this.
Me: :D
Silly: hi ....
Silly: m
Silly: a
Silly: s
Me: keep going
Silly: t
Silly: e
Silly: r
God this feels good. I can definitely get used to this.
Grateful Days
Turn up radio そう今日も聞こえるよ
風に揺られ流れるStereo
肩で刻む軽快なRhythm
想いをのっけて届けるよRhyme
よく晴れた空の真下
僕らは遥かな未来目指しました
Master Key 握り締め出発
雑踏の中Kick down 一発
今思う闘いの日々
感謝することに溢れ出す慈悲
しのぎを削ったあの攻防戦
今なお続くここは最前線
父から得た揺るぎ無い誇り
母がくれた大きないたわり
キミにもらう温かいぬくもり
明日への糧に生き抜くために
風に揺られ流れるStereo
肩で刻む軽快なRhythm
想いをのっけて届けるよRhyme
よく晴れた空の真下
僕らは遥かな未来目指しました
Master Key 握り締め出発
雑踏の中Kick down 一発
今思う闘いの日々
感謝することに溢れ出す慈悲
しのぎを削ったあの攻防戦
今なお続くここは最前線
父から得た揺るぎ無い誇り
母がくれた大きないたわり
キミにもらう温かいぬくもり
明日への糧に生き抜くために
Freudian Psychoanalysis
Me: oooh... low blow
Silly: it's what i'm good at
* 3 seconds later *
Silly: well... that and...
Me: HAHAHAHAHHA
Silly: well ... yeah...
Silly: it's what i'm good at
* 3 seconds later *
Silly: well... that and...
Me: HAHAHAHAHHA
Silly: well ... yeah...
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
You Know Your Friends are I-Bankers...
Situation: my college friends and I talking in my living room. Friend discusses how he got a mortgage on an apt a month ago. Other friend questions how he could raise so much home equity.
Friend: "yea... i kinda had to LBO the living shit out of myself for that."
Edit: in CASE YOU're (yes YOU) thinking about it, don't mention the Game 2 please.
Friend: "yea... i kinda had to LBO the living shit out of myself for that."
Edit: in CASE YOU're (yes YOU) thinking about it, don't mention the Game 2 please.
It's You
자, 이제 겨우 시작 손에 쥔 빈 잔을 채워 즐기자
지금 이시간 일상의 걱정은 접어 겁먹지마 묻지말고 따라와 일단
서두를거 없어 분위길 타 풀어놔 몸과 마음 모두 여기 다
모든 준비가 됐다면 가만히 기다리진마 let this music control your mind
yes, 내키는대로 눈이 이끄는 대로 너의 발걸음을 옮겨
이 자리에 온건 어쩌면 운명 이리 못본척 just wanna get to know you.
여기 우리같은 공간에 서로같이 공감해 어색한 표정은 정말 곤란해
(아직도 몰라 왜?) 어깨를 스치는 머리를 짧게 친 넌 이미 찍혔지
멀치감치서 벌써 느꼈지 널 정신없이 붐비는 곳 너의 움직임이 날 숨죽이게 해
그대로 그곳에 잠시 멈춰 오늘 밤 그대를 먼저 찾아가는 다가서는 나는 술래. 어때?
원하는 만큼 줄게 이제 내게 살며시 미소를 지어줄래?
지금 이시간 일상의 걱정은 접어 겁먹지마 묻지말고 따라와 일단
서두를거 없어 분위길 타 풀어놔 몸과 마음 모두 여기 다
모든 준비가 됐다면 가만히 기다리진마 let this music control your mind
yes, 내키는대로 눈이 이끄는 대로 너의 발걸음을 옮겨
이 자리에 온건 어쩌면 운명 이리 못본척 just wanna get to know you.
여기 우리같은 공간에 서로같이 공감해 어색한 표정은 정말 곤란해
(아직도 몰라 왜?) 어깨를 스치는 머리를 짧게 친 넌 이미 찍혔지
멀치감치서 벌써 느꼈지 널 정신없이 붐비는 곳 너의 움직임이 날 숨죽이게 해
그대로 그곳에 잠시 멈춰 오늘 밤 그대를 먼저 찾아가는 다가서는 나는 술래. 어때?
원하는 만큼 줄게 이제 내게 살며시 미소를 지어줄래?
Define: Tool
Tool (8:55:19 AM): i got busted
Me (8:55:02 AM): busted for?!?
Tool (8:55:27 AM): rolling my motorcycle into my apartment last night
Tool (8:55:31 AM): HAHAHA
ladies and gentlemen, i'd like to announce that this Tool is working at a well-known firm in NY over the summer. I'd also like to announce at this time, that Tool is definitely going to be bringing the Firm down. Congratulations to Firm.
Me (8:55:02 AM): busted for?!?
Tool (8:55:27 AM): rolling my motorcycle into my apartment last night
Tool (8:55:31 AM): HAHAHA
ladies and gentlemen, i'd like to announce that this Tool is working at a well-known firm in NY over the summer. I'd also like to announce at this time, that Tool is definitely going to be bringing the Firm down. Congratulations to Firm.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Monday, May 7, 2007
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Dear Jazz Fans.
Dear [Scrum]:
I liked you. I really did. You were a down-to-earth kind of guy it seemed. I liked you even more when you were rooting for the Warriors - you made it seem like you'd be the perfect wingman. However, your recent post telling how the Warriors would lose within Game 6 was not nice. Because the truth is, while the Jazz may be a well-balanced team, they are pretty much like De La Hoya in last night's fight. Old, conventional, and... well... time to move on... Compared to the Warriors - lightning fast (starting from Baron Davis), and are pretty much like Mayweather.
Scrum, let's be honest here. Yes, the series will be finished in Game 6. It's just the Warriors that will advance. They're just the new FAD. We obviously have a conflict-of-interest here. But in the end, when the Warriors win, I hope you can still keep me on your link from your blog and we will still talk.
Yours Truly,
Asian.
Edit: 24 hour exam begins. I hate my professor.
I liked you. I really did. You were a down-to-earth kind of guy it seemed. I liked you even more when you were rooting for the Warriors - you made it seem like you'd be the perfect wingman. However, your recent post telling how the Warriors would lose within Game 6 was not nice. Because the truth is, while the Jazz may be a well-balanced team, they are pretty much like De La Hoya in last night's fight. Old, conventional, and... well... time to move on... Compared to the Warriors - lightning fast (starting from Baron Davis), and are pretty much like Mayweather.
Scrum, let's be honest here. Yes, the series will be finished in Game 6. It's just the Warriors that will advance. They're just the new FAD. We obviously have a conflict-of-interest here. But in the end, when the Warriors win, I hope you can still keep me on your link from your blog and we will still talk.
Yours Truly,
Asian.
Edit: 24 hour exam begins. I hate my professor.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Resolution #1
I've decided that I'm going to try my best not to complain anymore. Complaining won't get me anywhere.
Quick question though - if I can't complain, can I still whine...?
Quick question though - if I can't complain, can I still whine...?
WOW
This hot shit is to fly like the cockpit
Got spit like a french kiss chicks lock lips
coming from the deep black like the Loch Ness
Now bring apocalypse like the heart of darkness
It's like the heart of the artist become a target
Pop music is the black market
Recently we witnessed bizarre shit
The war hit the same time as SARS hit
Terrorists send bombs at the concert
The show must go on though regardless
I'm just some hip-hop kid bout to pop shit
And get on some rock shit and start a mosh pit.
- Talib Kweli
What a fucking lyrical genius. On a side note, the song below (same guy that wrote that shit above) is the only song in my iPod to have lasted inside it without being deleted for 1.5 years. I think the only song that I didn't delete at least once. God I wish I was a rapper.
Got spit like a french kiss chicks lock lips
coming from the deep black like the Loch Ness
Now bring apocalypse like the heart of darkness
It's like the heart of the artist become a target
Pop music is the black market
Recently we witnessed bizarre shit
The war hit the same time as SARS hit
Terrorists send bombs at the concert
The show must go on though regardless
I'm just some hip-hop kid bout to pop shit
And get on some rock shit and start a mosh pit.
- Talib Kweli
What a fucking lyrical genius. On a side note, the song below (same guy that wrote that shit above) is the only song in my iPod to have lasted inside it without being deleted for 1.5 years. I think the only song that I didn't delete at least once. God I wish I was a rapper.
Friday, May 4, 2007
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Self Reflection
So, I realized I have to handwrite my finals. The exam software is not Vista capable. My other computer that was decomissioned that has XP is completely malfunctioning. I handwrote my exam. It wasn't too bad because I realized that handwriting exams forces you to think and organize your thoughts coherently before spitting out verbal diarrhea.
I came out of the exam 20 minutes earlier - I knew I missed a few issues, but being in the exam room wouldn't have shed any light on how to resolve these issues. I left thinking I did pretty well, at least a hope at an A-. I wait for friend to come out.
After discussing the exam with friend, I realized how he tore apart the exam. This cunt literally was like Stevens and Scalia into a combination of one resolving all fucking issues. I was like awesome, thanks for fucking up the curve you twat.
I'm inherently competitive by nature. I hate losing. That being said, I realized today that some people are just more SMARTER than me. I was fucking pissed. I even punched the locker. I was furious. To be honest with you, I'm Asian and I take GREAT pride that I'm nerdy - it's in our blood. And I just got Admin Law PWN3D by a peer of mine who studied the same as I did - he just was smarter. I lost in academics.
Imagine if you were a 6'7'' basketball player (and black), and a 5'7'' asian guy schools you in a game of 21. In the perspective of the black player, how would you feel? HIGHLY depressed? Yes. That's how I feel. NOTE: YES, IT WAS A BLACK GUY THAT OWNED ME.
I know this is immature. I realize that. But I want to know that I'm better in SOMETHING than other people. I have too much pride. It's fucking retarded. God this is fucking depressing. Time to go start studying for Corporations...
Edit: I don't even fucking know if A- is a feasibility.
I came out of the exam 20 minutes earlier - I knew I missed a few issues, but being in the exam room wouldn't have shed any light on how to resolve these issues. I left thinking I did pretty well, at least a hope at an A-. I wait for friend to come out.
After discussing the exam with friend, I realized how he tore apart the exam. This cunt literally was like Stevens and Scalia into a combination of one resolving all fucking issues. I was like awesome, thanks for fucking up the curve you twat.
I'm inherently competitive by nature. I hate losing. That being said, I realized today that some people are just more SMARTER than me. I was fucking pissed. I even punched the locker. I was furious. To be honest with you, I'm Asian and I take GREAT pride that I'm nerdy - it's in our blood. And I just got Admin Law PWN3D by a peer of mine who studied the same as I did - he just was smarter. I lost in academics.
Imagine if you were a 6'7'' basketball player (and black), and a 5'7'' asian guy schools you in a game of 21. In the perspective of the black player, how would you feel? HIGHLY depressed? Yes. That's how I feel. NOTE: YES, IT WAS A BLACK GUY THAT OWNED ME.
I know this is immature. I realize that. But I want to know that I'm better in SOMETHING than other people. I have too much pride. It's fucking retarded. God this is fucking depressing. Time to go start studying for Corporations...
Edit: I don't even fucking know if A- is a feasibility.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Getting Spanked is No Fun
I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked. I'm going to get spanked.
Admin is going to whoop my ass like no other. Corporations is going to give me a 12 inch penetration and I'm going to be bleeding out of my ass like no other.
At least the 2 worst exams will be over with by Sunday.
Side note: Firm I'm working for over summer sent me package of redbulls and "study well" goodies. Is this a subtle way of saying... do not fuck up your grades or we will not give you an offer? Please advise.
Admin is going to whoop my ass like no other. Corporations is going to give me a 12 inch penetration and I'm going to be bleeding out of my ass like no other.
At least the 2 worst exams will be over with by Sunday.
Side note: Firm I'm working for over summer sent me package of redbulls and "study well" goodies. Is this a subtle way of saying... do not fuck up your grades or we will not give you an offer? Please advise.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Dirk for MVB
Friend sent me his rampage on Dirk and the Mavs. I laughed in class and ended up getting called on. He sat next to me and laughed. What a bastard. Anyways, he shares my views on current situation of the Mavs and how they're getting OWNED by the 8th seed Warriors:
dirk is MVB - most valuable bitch.
i root for them and him hard and he really let me down. right when he should look valiant and determined, he seems querulous and ruffled.
maybe he is east german and just genetically used to getting screwed by circumstance (this is where i first cracked up). somebody needs to put some bombastic beethoven tunesin his iPod, give him a book on van bismarcks exploits, makehim wear an ubermensch under-shirt signed by neitzche, and watch leni riefenstahl movies before game time.
and some doctored footage showing jesse owens losing in 1936 wearing baron davis' jersey number. i mean, is this the stuff the SS was made of? i don't think so. wwII would've been ten weeks long tops if all germans fought as hard as dirk does.
i'm serious man.i want them to win. it's very hard for me to not root for a run-gun team led by baron davis (long-time favorite) with monta ellis (new-found favorite) but i've been pulling for the mavsbecause they got so royally jobbed last year when the refs decided that newbie wade deserved veteran jordan treatment (this is where i cracked up even more, getting professor's attention). but that 4th quarter of game four was just disgusting. i was livid.
dirk meekly requesting the ballwhen he should be adamantly taking over the game. in a FREAKING MUST WIN!! couldn't believe it.passing out of that mismatch with davis?!! if i were a real mavs fan i would've vomited, gorged myself with food, just so i could vomit again.
simply disgusting. so,i look fwd to watching the 4th quarter tonight and giving the german race one last chance to redeem itself. otherwise i'll never look at a beamer the same way again.
dirk is MVB - most valuable bitch.
i root for them and him hard and he really let me down. right when he should look valiant and determined, he seems querulous and ruffled.
maybe he is east german and just genetically used to getting screwed by circumstance (this is where i first cracked up). somebody needs to put some bombastic beethoven tunesin his iPod, give him a book on van bismarcks exploits, makehim wear an ubermensch under-shirt signed by neitzche, and watch leni riefenstahl movies before game time.
and some doctored footage showing jesse owens losing in 1936 wearing baron davis' jersey number. i mean, is this the stuff the SS was made of? i don't think so. wwII would've been ten weeks long tops if all germans fought as hard as dirk does.
i'm serious man.i want them to win. it's very hard for me to not root for a run-gun team led by baron davis (long-time favorite) with monta ellis (new-found favorite) but i've been pulling for the mavsbecause they got so royally jobbed last year when the refs decided that newbie wade deserved veteran jordan treatment (this is where i cracked up even more, getting professor's attention). but that 4th quarter of game four was just disgusting. i was livid.
dirk meekly requesting the ballwhen he should be adamantly taking over the game. in a FREAKING MUST WIN!! couldn't believe it.passing out of that mismatch with davis?!! if i were a real mavs fan i would've vomited, gorged myself with food, just so i could vomit again.
simply disgusting. so,i look fwd to watching the 4th quarter tonight and giving the german race one last chance to redeem itself. otherwise i'll never look at a beamer the same way again.
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