Why Now?

Her: "Hey I have awesome news."

Me: "Oh yeah? What's that?"

Her: "I'm going to **BIG CITY IN ASIA** in July to switch different groups for Bank X there!"

Me: "Wow. That's AWESOME! Congrats!!"


I have a secret to unleash. I've been sort of casually seeing this girl for the past month (ever since I went on a hiatus with manwhoring - see douchebaggery posts below). She's a banker - but not the typical banker. She's not demanding, she works hard. But her favorite hobby - sleeping. This is going to sound extremely gay, but as "our" hobby, we cuddle and take naps on the weekends (during the rare times she doesn't have to work). I went shopping with her, and I found her to be extremely adorable getting excited and jumping around after she found this dress that she loved. I admit, I liked the fact that she fussed why I didn't have a picture of us on my facebook profile, even though she doesn't have facebook - it was cute. I actually found it adorable when she would hold onto my arms. I found her to be extremely adorable when she'd wake up and whine to me for about 15 minutes telling me to kidnap her so she didn't have to go into work. I especially liked it when I would wait for her at a meeting location and her running to me and giving me the biggest hug everytime I saw her. The casual seeing mood was changing... I was actually liking this intimacy.

I admit it, I was liking this whole not-fucking-a-random-whore idea. Over the weekend, we hung out and she told me that there was a good chance she'd move abroad to switch groups - it was a huge career opportunity for her.

Now it's reality. She said she'd call me tomorrow to tell me all about it - she sounded so excited. I swear on my mother's life, this shit happens annually for me, around this time of the year. Fuck. Do I have like a anti-serious relationship magnetic force around me? Christ...

Please don't go. Please..?

What a way to motivate myself to study for finals huh...?